Last Saturday I felt so depress coz I was confined again in the hospital. For the first time I question God. Why this is happening to me? I am so tired already. In and out to the hospital, for blood transfusion is not easy, the financial and of course afraid for the reaction of my body when the blood transfusion is started is not easy. I felt so afraid even though I always pray to God. But thanks for my family they are always here to comfort me. Remind me that I am just only human and all of us in this world and say " Goodbye World" meaning we are all passing in this world.