
In life if you don't know the truth, you can say He is unfair for dividing the blessings and unfair for giving a problem happiness and sorrow. But this is a design of life we have to lived here to encounter this, and this is what we call " the spices of life".
Before when I was young I always asked " Lord why? I am not a blessed child my father died for my very young age and my mother never take care of me and I have to lived with my aunt to survived for my future. But God has a plan why this happen all, so that through this, I will be knowing Him in my life. What is my purpose, why I am here in this beautiful world. And of course happening for my life that I never observed since that I was born. God is always watching me. I realized now that I grow up already and matured, had a work that I am so blessed. Blessed for knowing Him. I may not blessed for material things but I am so blessed for spiritual things whatever circumstances that encounter in my life now. I am so strong I never give up because I know God is always with me, and I know He has a plan in my life that until now I can't fathom. So for my trial that I encounter in my life now thanks to the Lord for giving me a chance to live and explore on his beautiful creation.

