Why there is pain? why there is happiness? can this two feelings can be together or should this feelings unite in a one situation. So unexplainable but though so wondrous feelings that sometimes we can't explain. Though this 2014 is my unforgettable moment in my life that my mother was passed away but, I realized this should be my momentous time to realized that life is full mystery that sometimes we can't explain. Because this is the real world and the pain in our heart will always there, and we have to accept it. Goodbye pain, hello happiness..I have to move on. So that I can stand with my own until I'm old. I'll lived alone in my own but I know God is always in my side.